What Have I Done..?!

Everyone officially hates me. Everyone. Got In a fight with one of my aunts today in front of everyone and it just made me look like a fool. Now everyone in my Family gives me dirty looks or ignores me. The ignoring thing..,fine whatever but the dirty looks I just cannot take. So I asked god "what is my damn purpose in this world if I lead a crappy life full of yelling and hitting and crying and screaming?!" I have no purpose hear. None. Every step that I take leads me to more trouble. My own family doesn't like me!!!!!! There is only one person that I don't like and it's my aunt and I don't care what kind of look she gives me but everyone else? I wish I wasn't alive. I wis I was given up for adoption into another home. Maybe I would get lucky and have a nice happy family that didn't spend all their time fighting......I can't take this anymore. I'm done.

The Untamable Tongue

THE UNTAMABLE TONGUE; James 3 James verse three speaks about the untamable tongue. What is that you may ask? It basically talks about how the tongue is something that no man can control. When a man has learned to control the tongue then he will be perfect. A man stumbles on many things but when he has come to the point of not stumbling on words then he will be perfect. Like the horse itself can be tamed with bits of food in its mouth. Also like the ships that are driven by the fierce winds but yet the people that manage it with one simple push of a button or so we can control it and make it driven the direction and at the speed that we want it to go at. Yet the tongue is not like that. It cannot be put in restraints. A tongue like the one of man can bless and praise the Lord our father and yet also curse men. Does a spring send forth fresh water and bitter water from the same opening? Can a fig tree, bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Thus no spring yields both salt water and fresh. The tongue is the only thing that will do the same from the same place. That shouldn't be because though the tongue is certainly evil it may be changed. Think about it. God bless you all. I love you all in the Lord. Amen