Paying the Price

Paying the price for your beliefs is hard. Trust me. There are things that you have to let go that mean too much to you. Maybe loved ones most likely. I know that, that's what happening to me. I have people that I love that know of christ but won't accept him (atheism etc. ) and they don't know or don't understand that it's breaking my heart bit by bit. I recognize that I'm basically hurting myself because I know that I have to leave them behind but I keep letting them in. It's like a wound that you pick at so it doesn't have a chance to heal before you pick it again. It's so hard. It feels like a death in the family and it hurts. This is where I get angry at God. Why would he permit me to meet these people knowing that they would end up hurting me and I would even end up hurting myself by letting them in? I guess you could say I have radical attachment disorder to non-Christians.

What Have I Done..?!

Everyone officially hates me. Everyone. Got In a fight with one of my aunts today in front of everyone and it just made me look like a fool. Now everyone in my Family gives me dirty looks or ignores me. The ignoring thing..,fine whatever but the dirty looks I just cannot take. So I asked god "what is my damn purpose in this world if I lead a crappy life full of yelling and hitting and crying and screaming?!" I have no purpose hear. None. Every step that I take leads me to more trouble. My own family doesn't like me!!!!!! There is only one person that I don't like and it's my aunt and I don't care what kind of look she gives me but everyone else? I wish I wasn't alive. I wis I was given up for adoption into another home. Maybe I would get lucky and have a nice happy family that didn't spend all their time fighting......I can't take this anymore. I'm done.

The Untamable Tongue

THE UNTAMABLE TONGUE; James 3 James verse three speaks about the untamable tongue. What is that you may ask? It basically talks about how the tongue is something that no man can control. When a man has learned to control the tongue then he will be perfect. A man stumbles on many things but when he has come to the point of not stumbling on words then he will be perfect. Like the horse itself can be tamed with bits of food in its mouth. Also like the ships that are driven by the fierce winds but yet the people that manage it with one simple push of a button or so we can control it and make it driven the direction and at the speed that we want it to go at. Yet the tongue is not like that. It cannot be put in restraints. A tongue like the one of man can bless and praise the Lord our father and yet also curse men. Does a spring send forth fresh water and bitter water from the same opening? Can a fig tree, bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Thus no spring yields both salt water and fresh. The tongue is the only thing that will do the same from the same place. That shouldn't be because though the tongue is certainly evil it may be changed. Think about it. God bless you all. I love you all in the Lord. Amen

Will our Future Leaders Bring us Down or Help Us?

What's your opinion on the condition of the world? Corrupted? Why? Is it because of the people or the substances or what?
8th Grade Civics Teacher : Tiffany Tate Lee says that she thinks that some students' morals have gone downhill and that some of the parents aren't using the right methods to fix it or aren't doing anything at all. Remember she said some, not all, some.
I think its corrupted. of course this is going to involve major religious beliefs. Parents nowadays think its OK to drink in front of their kids.
Safety and Security Assistant: Kevin Mahan of Mark Twain Middle School, says that the kids here are very spoiled and childish and that they feel like their are entitled to certain things. Also that parents bow down to their kids becuase they want to give their kids what they didn't have. They don't have a general understanding. If you ask a person what's the difference between a flathead and a phillips screwdriver they will not be able to tell you the difference. Of course in another part of the country it may be different. In Kentucky it is very different. People over there could not or maybe still can't afford the iPods and stuff that we have here. A perspective of many sides can tell you that not everyone is the same and it may not be the same situation but its the majority.
School Counselor who would like to remain anonymous says that every generation has its challenges and that every parent thinks that they have it harder than the generation before them. Teens nowadays are used to immediate fulfillment and that the generation is filled with technology which makes it too easy for people to get answerw quickly and that because of this no patience is needed so its no longer expected. Teens also have a hard time because of this because of cyberbullying. Kids used to be able to get a break of the bullying and problems of the day but now since they are always plugged in it goes on online also. Cyberbullying is not something that you can easily avoid. with teens now adays I doubt that they would actually want to unplug themselves even if the cyberbullying is going on. Technology is taking over the bullying and making it worse.
French 1 Teacher: Rebecca Glasberg, says that it really is difficult to say and that every generation changes because it evolves.
What do all say? I say that most of today's teens are going downhill because they are not following what the bible says.
Mrs. Rivera says that really kids just aren't following what their parents say and that the kids nowadays dominate their parents.
We need to make a change people but for us to make a change out in the world we first need to make a change in our home. God bless you all I love you all.

Tu arte en mi

Y al mirar atras es como despertar de un sueno tan amargo que me hizo llorar. Y mis ojos se pudieron abrir cuando llegaste tu. Y al ver la sicatriz de lo que hiciste en mi. Al mirarme al espejo puedo sonreir. Hoy puedo brillar y al mundo hablar porque has demostrado tu arte en mi.

Are We Really Gonna Die in Two Days?

Are we? That is a question that everyone is asking. Let me tell you the only person that knows when we are leaving is God. Not even the angels themselves know! Whoever tells you otherwise is wrong. That is the work of the the devil if they tell you otherwise. Also if you read the bible you would see that judgment day does NOT come first. First will come the signs of the RAPTURE. This is when God's people will be picked up and the first to go will be the dead. then the living. Then will come the seven years of tribulation or suffering as some call it. There will be much destruction including tornadoes and hurricanes and the rise of the gay community including other things.That is when the antichrist will come diguising himself as the Mesiah. Many will be fooled but whoever mantains or finds and is loyal to god; When he returns ( second coming as its called) he will permanently decide who will go to heaven and who will go to hell. That will be Judgment Day. Keep that in mind. God bless. I love you all.

Happy Mothers' Day!!!

Dear mothers out there.
You are worth more than gold or silver. You're worth more than precious pearls. You are worth more than anything. Nothing compares to God's creation. Because we were created in his image. You are worth more than anything! Because Jesus died for you. You are worth more because Jesus let you live. You have alot of value. Because His grace is abundant in you. That's why you are worth more. That's why you are worth more. Because Christ gave you happiness.

Vales mas que oro. Vales mas que plata. Vales mas que perlas preciosas. Vales mas que todo. Nada se compara a la creación de Dios. Porque somos imagen de el. Somos su semejanza. Por eso tu vales mas. Porque Jesús murió por ti. Por eso tu vales mas porque Jesús de dejo vivir. Tu tienes mucho valor. Porque la gracia del abunda en ti. Por eso tu vales mas. Por eso to vales mas. Porque Cristo te dio felicidad.

**song by Yadira Coradin. Title: tu vales mas**
God bless you all! Happy mommies day!!! Love ya!

A Work of Art

Ok remember how I told you all that I had tons of new FEMALE cousins?? Well one of them was presented to the lord and the church. It was amazing. She looked wonderful and the amazing thing is that when they were going to present her she was crying but when they raised her up into the air to present her in front of the eyes of the Lord she immediately stopped crying. It was so mesmerizing. It was a true work of art. Then when she was presented to the world she opened her eyes so wide and was just there. Staring at the church while we stared and clapped and cheered back. It was a true work of art. Then of course she was a baby so she resumed her cries but just for that moment it was so serene and peaceful. So yes. Lord please bless us and our kids lord. Lead them through the path of light and astray from the path of darkness. Lord bless all of us and keep us safe lord. We ask this in the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. Amen

Babies!

Babies everywhere!! Dear goodness! And they're all girls! Finally! I had tons of male cousins and finally the girls come! I have three new cousins. Some of my friends have had kids and they are also girls! Tons! I'm blessed! Of course I'm not hating on my other cousins but I've been asking that someone had a girl! Lord thank you for everything lord. Thank you! God bless you all

30th and Last Day of OFFICIAL prayer to out Teens

When I say official it means that y'all can pray for them an I will too. But this blog will focus on another topic for May. Let me tell you how I know that this worked. This has been one of the worsts months for me and you know what that means right? It means that are prayers were being answered and Satan was getting mad and trying to interfere. But do you know why that didn't work? It didn't work because we had God on our side and Satan was and is and will stay defeated! Please let us pray: Lord we come before you on this day to ask that you keep our young ones safe. Please bless them and let them see life with new eyes. Pet them know that they have a purpose and that it shouldn't be thrown away. Lord please guide them in the right path. This is the last official day lord but we will keep praying lord. We won't stop. This is what we ask Lord in the name if the Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit. Amen. God bless you all!

A week till the 29th Day of Prayer for our Teens

Ah! Another week gone past. Well sort of. Today I heard some really sad news from a teen. She said that she had, had unsafe sex and that she was afraid that she had become pregnant. It's still too early for her to know if she actually is pregnant. People our world is corrupt. We need to do something about it. Everywhere you turn there is a story about a teen pregnant or that they are involved in drugs or are suicidal. This is what we need to pray for people. April may be almost finished but that does not mean that we should stop praying for them. They need our love and our prayers. They need it. They may smile to everyone and look happy, but sometimes inside they are trying to survive a living nightmare that goes on in them from day to day. so we need to pray. Lord we come before you on this day to ask that you keep our young ones safe. Help us understand and be able to help them. Please let them know that the are important and that they are loved in this world. Lord please bless them and keep them safe. We ask of this today in the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. Amen

22nd & 23rd Days of Prayer To our Teens

Hello! So look, this goes for both Friday's prayer and Saturday's TWO services. Yes I said two. Let me explain. On Friday NIGHT we started a service which we Hispanics call a Vigilia. It usually goes well into the morning of the next day. So since most of that amazing service was Saturday morning. I say that it was a Saturday service. It ended at 3:45 am and every second of it was filled with the Holy Spirit. The Evangelist Joel Casañes preached a wonderful and powerful sermon last left most with their mouth hanging open. He was accompanied by his wife Nery Casañes and some members from their own church. It was an incredible service and the Holy Spirit was definitely felt and it was GREAT. Today ( later today) was also a great service. The holy spirit was felt throughout the service. So yes. Ok let's pray: lord we come before you on this day to ask that you keep our young ones safe. Please keep them away from harm and lead them onto the right path oh God Almighty. Bless them lord and give them the strength to believe that they are important. Lord bless them. That is was we ask in the name of the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. Amen.

19,20, and 21 Days of Prayer for our Teens (a thought)

Hello! I feel horrible. I have not kept up with my blogs as I said that I would. Here is a quote from a person that saw one of my videos on youtube:

Whatever it is that you are going through. Dare to worship and invoke the name of God from the depths of your heart , he will answer your call if you do it with sincerity. You are important to God .Your life will change when you pronounce his name. God bless you!

Matthew 11:28-30  ^28 Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. ^29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ^30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is light.”

SPANISH:Sea lo que sea que estes pasando!! Atrevete a adorar e invocar el nombre de Dios desde lo mas profundo de tu corazon... , el respondera tu llamado si lo haces con sinceridad. Tu eres importante para Dios.. Tu vida cambiara cuando pronuncias su nombre. Dios te bendiga!!!

Mateo 11:28-30 28 Venid a mí todos los que estáis trabajados y cargados, y yo os haré descansar.
29 Llevad mi yugo sobre vosotros, y aprended de mí, que soy manso y humilde de corazón; y hallaréis descanso para vuestras almas;30 porque mi yugo es fácil, y ligera mi carga.

11,12,13,14,15,16,17 and eighteenth Days of Prayer To our Teens

I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I had a tragedy happen and was so busy. Anyways how are you all? Im sorry that this is going to be short. Let's pray.
Lord we come before you in prayer to ask that yo keep our young ones safe. Lead them unto the right path lord and bless them. Lord open their eyes so they see that they do have a purpose in life and that they are important. Give their parents the knowledge to see that their kids are suffering and they need their love the most in these moments. Please take that thought of suicide from their minds and let them know that that is not the way out. Suicide is never the solution. Please bless them Lord in the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
Amen.

Tenth Day of Prayer for our Teens

Hello. Hello. How are you all? I just came back from an amazing church service. Well to tell you the truth I wasn't there for the preaching but I was there for the rest of the service and if the service was amazing than the preaching was even better. You could just feel the Holy Spirit in that place. It was intense. Anyways I did fast today until three which is when I had something to eat. How many of you have fasted since I started this? I hope that at least some did it at least once. Anyways yes. Let's pray: lord we come before you in prayer to ask that you keep our young ones safe. Please bless them and help them see that suicide is not the solution. Please give their parents and people around them the knowledge to see what is going on and to help our teens. Please bless them all Lord. Today I ask you for something else. please Lord bless a friend of mine. She has breast cancer and has been absent from work for a while now. Please Lord I pray that she is alright. I also pray that my other friend's baby and wife are ok. Bless them all lord. This is what we ask of you today Lord in the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
Amen

Ninth Day of Prayer For our Teens

I know the last one says eighth but it was posted today. Anyways I saw my baby cousin today and really she looks adorable. I might put a picture up. Oh thIs is not the baby I was talking about in my other blog. So yeah, because I was watching her I didn't go to church but I did fast until like 2:00. Im sorry but I didn't have a huge dinner the night before and I didntfet enough sleep. I know that's not an excuse but that is why you are all helping me. So yeah. Let's pray.
Lord we come before you now to ask that you bless our young ones. Lord please guide them and help them see what is right. Please help them see that they are important and that their life in your eyes is the best. Please help them and keep them safe. Keep them safe from any harm. Even if it's not to them. Please Lord keep them safe at school, work, their home. Please help their parents understand what their kids are going throughand give them the knowledge to help them. Please we ask this of you in the name of the Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
Amen.

P. S. Baby!!

My friend just had a baby!!! I am so happy for them. Please pray for them and that the momma was alright. She was in labor for a bit more than twenty four hours so please pray that she was ok. Pray that the baby was ok too. Ok LOVE YOU ALL GOD BLESS!!

Eighth Day of Prayer to our Teens

Hey how y'all been? I've had a rough week but I survived. I came out with a sore throat that is KILLING ME!! no not really but yeah. Anyways I have to work on this project for my French class and it is taking forever. So yeah it's time people! Time to pray.
Lord we all come before you to ask that you bless our young ones. You see that spring break is coming up for them. Please don't permit that they do somethingthat may not only harm them but others around them. Please lord guide them in your ways and help them see that they are worthy of living. Lord please help them and keep them safe. In the name of the Father the Son and the Holy Sprit
Amen

Sixth and Seventh Days of Prayer for our Teens

I am really sorry. I did pray yesterday but I was going through alot of things and totally forgot to blog about it. Im so sorry because I didn't fast either. I had a soda around twelve! I'm sorry! Anyways I hope that at least SOME of you prayed if not both prayed and fasted. If you didn't I'll say or actually type a prayer right now.
Let us pray:
Lord we come before you on this day to ask that you keep our young ones safe. You see all the terrible influences that are around them. Please let them overcome those bad influences and see what is good. Please guide them so that they don't do something that they may regret later that may take them to the arms of death. Lord only you know truly how they feel and only you can truly help them. Please Lord we pray for the lost souls out there. We pray for those teens with abusive parents or abusive friends or both. We pray for those that have been molested,beat,raped,Or harmed in any way. We pray that they don't feel as if they are useless because of what happened to them or of what they did to cause them to be in the position that they are in right now. Please Lord open their eyes and the eyes around them to see that maybe the dirty jokes that they make may hurt someone or teasing someone may hurt someone so bad that they can get depressed or even suicidal. Open they eyes of the tormented ones that have thoughts of suicide and help them see that its not their fault whatever happened to them and that they do have a purpose in life. Please don't permit that they throw it all the way. We ask this of you oh Lord in the name of the Father the Son and the Holy Spirit
Amen

Why do Teens Commit Suicide?

Why do yo think teens commit suicide? Peer pressure,abuse,bad influences? Those are some. Maybe your friends may be pressuring you to do things that you don't want to do. It may be drugs,alcohol,theft,forced sexual activity anything. Also abuse may be happening. Physical, emotional, even sexual abuse. Maybe you have bad influences that can lead you to do something that you'll regret later or that may cause conflict in-between your family. Let's say your friends pressure you to get a tattoo and your family is strongly against it. Or let's say you make a dicision tha makes a situation in which you come out of pregnant or with an STD. Maybe your family is unsupportive. That's when those thoughts of your a failure, there's no purpose in your life, come in. We need to watch our kids to make sure nothing ever gets to this point cuz it's not true. Your no a failure and you do have a purpose in life. You may be reading this and thinking she doesnt know what she's talking about and your sort of right. Ive never been pregnant and I haven't gotten a tattoo but because of what I believe in I have been teased and bullied through out my school years and it got worse and worse and I then came a time were i thought that there was no purpose for me in life because all I got was horrible comments about me and what I believed in on a daily basis. I used to think if this is how it's going to be every day then there is no purpose for me. Let me tell you there is! I ended up spending more time alone and ended up learning to play the piano by myself! Now I play for the I play for the Lord and I'm happy about it. We need to watch our kids so they don't get to a suicidal point. In the end teen commit suicide because they think that it is the only way out of their problems. So yeah. GOD BLESS YOU I LOVE YOU ALL!!

Fifth Day of Prayer to our Teens

Today……very hectic. Please pray for me and my friend. A friend of mine may loose his job and I don't want that. I've been having tough weeks with so much drama and I don't want to end up depressed so please pray for me. Ok so fifth day. How's it going for the rest of you? I feel horrible cause I didn't actually fast yesterday I just prayed but today I did fast. How many of you ha ve included my goal in your daily prayers? How many of you have fasted at least once since I started this?? So yeah i'll leave those questions out for you. Let's pray.
Lord I come before you in prayer to ask that you keep our teens safe. I ask that you please guide them and give them the strength to survive whatever is causing them to have thoughts of suicide. Please help their parents understand their kids better and to help their kids get through this. Thank you Lord. This is what I ask in the name of the Father,the Son,and the Holy Spirit.
Amen

Fourth day of prayer for our teens

Fourth day!! I I know this says April fifth but it is for the fourth. I'll write about today later. So anyways I stayed home today and I was cleaning my room. I started thinking what might suicidal or depressed teens have as a perspective of life. I know that personally sometimes I've thought that I lead a crappy life but that is a sign that God is not finished with you yet. I wondered and wondered. Anyways let's pray.
Lord I come before you in prayer today to ask for you to keep our young ones safe. Guide them in their daily lives. Also give their families the strength and knowledge to guide them unto the correct path with patience yet strictness. Please Lord, open the teens' eyes to see that they actually have a purpose in life and that they shouldn't throw it away. Please keep them safe Lord. I ask you this lord and thank you. Thank you for giving me food today. Thank you for letting me wake up today. Thank you for everything Lord. Thank you, in the name of the Father,The Son,and the Holy Spirit. Amen

SUICIDAL

The beatings
Don't get any softer
The lies
Don't get any smaller
The truth
Doesn't decide to show
The pains
Don't want to stay hidden
The sorrow 
Doesn't want to laugh
The tears 
Don't want to dry up 
The frown 
Doesn't want to turn upside-down 
The anger 
Doesn't want to bubble down
The rude remarks
Don't want to be complements

The thought of suicide
Wants to be accomplished

That is why we pray for you. To save what you want to finish. Your life. 

Third Day of Prayer for our Teens.

Today was a very shocking sermon. It was like a slap in the face. A rude awakening. Whatever you want to call it. The pastor was preaching about how we should pay more attention to our teens because sometimes we get so focused on giving them everything that they want we forget that sometimes all they really need is our Love. He said we need to take charge in the house and instruct our kids right. Many members felt offended but it's true. We need to make sure that we are paying attention to our kids. It's like when your in a crowded mall. I'm sure it's happened to some of you before. Your walking with your kid down the aisles of a walmart if you will. You stop to check something and you let go of your child's hand for a sec. Next thing you know there gone and you're freaking out, you know. Your about to pass out and then you hear through the intercom of the store " can so and so please come to the front register your child is here" or something like that. Then you feel so relieved. That's how it's like teens these days only now you don't notice that they are drifting away and by the time the call you from the intercom it's too late. Get it? That's what the pastor was preaching about and how we should pay more attention to our teens because they drift and drift apart until they enter a state of depression and then eventually if you don't notice, a suicidal stage. Please help me pray for these teens. We need to change this. The demon of suicide have been attacking so many teens. All within the ages of twelve to nineteen. Please help me. Fast and prayer. If you can't fast due to diabetes or pregnancy or something that is fine but I'd love it if you could set aside a few minutes maybe an hour or so of prayer for our teens. It would also be wonderful if you could get your church involved and share this blog with them. Thank you and I appreciate it. Even though these teens that your praying for may not know you they will be thankful when they see that they have a purpose in life and that you helped them fufill it by giving them the choice of ending it soon themselves or at God's time. Thanks and GOD BLESS. I LOVE YOU ALL.

Second Day of Prayer to our Teens.

Wow. That is the only word that can describe what I just experienced. I went to church service last night and I just got back. ( yes this blog says April third but it's about about April second. I'll post another one later today about today) it was intense. You could feel and see the holy sprit manifest itself in that sanctuary. It manifested in such a way that there was no time for preaching. Everywhere there were people dancing in the holy sprit and speaking in tongues. It was incredible. There were many people praying for others and even though I didn't talk to the people that were being prayed for I know in my heart that whatever it was that they needed prayer for is gone. Any sickness, problem etc. is gone. I declare it in the name of the Father, Son,and the Holy Spirit that any sickness or problem is resolved and you will see changes immediately. During the ministration ( praying) the preacher called up anybody that had thoughts of committing suicide. Coincidence no? Dear Lord my heart got caught in my throat when I saw how many people were going up to the front of the church. %98.99999999999999999 percent of the people up there were teenagers. Wow that night we saw liberation of the demon of suicide like none other. They are completely free of that now. I declare it. I felt so glad that god made it possible for me to be there because I felt the manifestation of the Holy Spirit in such a way I can't even find words to describe it. That was a great service. Anyone want to experience something beautiful? You want to feel the presence of God? Come to my church!
This is the address: 1001 TWINBROOK PRKY, ROCKVILLE MD 20821. Saturday service at five. Sunday service at 3:00 but Sunday school at 1:30. Please join me. Please thank you. GOD BLESS

A prayer for our young ones

I'm taking on this challenge of fasting and praying for our young ones for the month of April. Please join me on this and let's pray for them. The demon of suicide and homicide has been possessing our young ones. Can you imagine a fourteen year old telling someone that they want to kill themselves? It's not the best thing that you hear come out of a teenager's mouth and they shouldn't say it at all. That's why I want you to help me with this. We could make a change. We need to make a change. The rapture is almost upon us and we need to be prepared. Just like in the bible and the story of the ten virgins. We need to be like the five that had extra oil. Not like the ones that didn't have enough oil and left to go find some but when they got back the other five had already gone with the groom and the doors were closed. They were not prepared. Please join me on this. Thank you GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

POEM ANALYSIS. Read the poem and analyse it. What do you think is happening? how do you think it ends? A child needs love. A child need a caring family. A child without love is like a child without a life. Look at the cause of deaths of our young ones. many are suicides. why you may ask? There could be many reasons. Abuse in the home. Abuse at school. if your child is old enough maybe even abuse in the workplace. This could be happening to one of you. It doesn't even have to be physical abuse. It can be emotional, sexual, and it could be happening to one of you. Maybe you have parents that are abusive. Maybe your in a relationship were your partner is abusive. You may be taking out your anger in dangerous ways. When you read this you'll think "I wont get to that point. I'm not suicidal." Maybe your not. Yet. you may be depressed. you need to seek help. It doesn't have to be from the family it can b e a friend. a counselor. It can be God. Please show love. If you have a child please show them love. They need it. They need all the care and love they can get. Please we need to educate our future leaders but if we don't show them love. then they will lose themselves and eventually not care for this world. they'll think that there is no purpose for them in this life. Remember a child with no love is like a child with no life. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

One More Time to One Last Goodbye.......

1) Another slash
Another scar
Another crash
of your brain car
2) Another cry
Another wail
Another sigh
of going frail
3) Another fight
Another beating
Another light
of anger screaming
4) Another punch
Another bruise
Another crunch
as your bones refuse
5) Another fit
Another belt
Another hit
of the one who yells.....
6) Another wail
Another cry
Another farewell

One last goodbye............